oh my god I'm on a fucking RAMPAGE.
okay, seriously, I fucking hate men. I fucking hate how they're all alike, they all think they can play guitar and fix cars when they CANT!!!!!!! NO!!! I don't want you to call me and try to impress me by going 'listen to this, listen....*derr dinngg derr neee narr* oh wait, wait...I messed up, lemme start again"
NO! just...DONT! EVER.
Don't lay those fuckin' cheesy lines you use on every other faceless bitch on the street on me unless if you want to be castrated by a bare-handed bitch like me, cause I'd do it.
Every guy I've ever dated is so fucking lame and boring, they're more dramatic than me. No, I'm not gonna take care of you and cook for you and take you out, cause a boring fuck like you doesn't deserve it. It aint my fault you got no wit or anything interesting to say, so get the fuck OVER YOURSELF!
and take a shower and cut your hair while you're at it, you look like a fucking androgynous hippie and you stank like last week, and go shave your face paul bunyan. you're harvesting uglies in your beard
faoiweh;aoiwh;aoi;aiwa
fuck this game!

Sometimes I feel sorry for you
and all the trouble you've gone to
all to cause some past tense pain
just to rise on up and bubble again

OH NO! Whatcha gonna do? watch out.
what the hell you tryin to do?
look out.

Cause I'm sorry to say you've messed with the worst
and now you'll be runnin cause you aint my first

Why don't you just take a step back?
and take in the whole army you've attacked
sorry sweetheart, I gotta break the news
but those aint smart choices that you choose

LOOK OUT! I'm comin after you
watch out. No matter what you do
uh oh, nothin keepin me down
beware of what you're sayin, what you're messin around

I aint a force to be reckon'd round
your skull'll be cracked
your body hit the ground

OH NO! nothin stoppin me
look out. way it's got to be
WATCH OUT I'm comin after you
how far you run, or where you hide
no doubt about it I'm one step behind

I occasionally find out things that bother me and disrupt my thoughts about people. People that have had their second chances,and have blown it. I found out that N(XY) did what he did to me to another girl. Gosh. That's fucking awful. I still feel like the worst person in the world. I always will.

I know I'm not quite adequete for anything or anyone anymore. I've had trouble sleeping and I cried a little last nite. Things just upset me and they shouldn't.

Sometimes I worry about what you've done to others.
And I lie awake thinking about how you set ablaze my morals. you accused me of lying, why would I even be trying to tell you the things I did tell you?

Youve been Once accused,
You've been twice tried,
you've succeeded and lied
father of two sins which started from within
and ate away all I've ever held close until I morally died.

My shot has been fired and I've fallen to my knees
cause you destroyed my second chance when I confessed my past, oh god, it's true. it wasn't ever meant to last.

I suck at writing and stuff. I should get better cause I'm going to be a singer, supposedly...
what's really been bothering me is some things about a man and feelings. I'm just unhappy now. with everyone. I need to feel a comfort again. I need someone to be there for me. that's all.