yeah, im really tired. me and A(XX) didnt sleep much. my clock said it was 630am before i went to sleep this morning....we awoke to dmx..thanks to my sister...i thought shed turn it down, but i went out there, eyes puffed shut, and turned it down. i told her i was trying to sleep, and she called bullshit on me, and that i deserved to be awake, due to the reason that i kept HER awake all nite with my "giggling". what a childish bitch. we ended up getting physical, i wish i wouldve swung. i really do. no i dont...i do. no..yeah...maybe...but she slammed my hand in the cd player and put all of her weight into it, and it really stings. its small, but deep, and the tissue/muscles are sore around the area on top of my hand...ow. i called my mother, in the midst of all this, and she hung up on me. gah. thanks a lot, mummy!

im tired. and i wanna talk to p(xy) just cause im still semi bothered by the whole incident this morning, cause im embarassed and hurt. i wouldnt care if it werent in front of one of my friends...its so embarassing...i hate it when my family pulls shit like that in front of my friends, and my friends are totally freaked out...usually, when people meet me, they think im from some regular family.
depends on what you consider "regular", eh?

my stomach is feeling horrible, and i need to work out. im eating a horrible diet lately, since he left, drinking tons of soda, and not getting much walking or physical activity in whatsoever. i feel like a wad of cellulite in howard stern's ass.

maybe ill sleep..3 hrs aint so bad. is it?? uhh..ive been getting about 8-11 hrs a day, which is fabulous, considering during the schoolyear i get from 5-7.
and im stressed as fuck.
and i wake up early then.
and im really physically active..
yeah.
im a smart one.

maybe i will lie down for a bit? wake up and html this thing up the buuuuuutt.

but tomarrows my sisters party. i think ill wear my "blown" shirt and be an obnoxious bitch, except to my nana. she owns. hard.