well,well, well...the time has come.
my bags are packed.
im heading to LA in 5 hrs...and counting.
i will be driving.
i will be going to disneyland.
i will be seeing suburban legends.
i will be meeting N(XY)
i will be scared to ask my dad to do things.

well, the thing is, i wanna go to the show at the chain reaction, so i can see all these "secret" ska bands playing..but i dont think hell let me. damnity damn damn damn.

I GOTTA GO! I GOT TO! PLEASE, BEING WHO MADE ME! LET HIM LET ME GO!!!!!!!!!!!! OH BEING WHO CREATED ME, IT WILL IMPROVE MY EXISTANCE...OH BEING!! YOU ARE BEING SO..BEINGLIKE!

what was up with that? huh. i dunno...i kinda dont want to hang out with N(xy) just cause...blah. hes being kinda a dick, and i dont want to be forced to feel like i have to do anything with him....we had kinda a stint, ya know? an online crush like thing. i think hes over it. i know i am. but i dunno...

im waiting for P(XY) to call me. i got a package in the mail from him today, with a shirt and stuff. i was glad. what a guy, what a guy, what a GUY!
*sigh*
i hope this weekend is good. i hope its not longwinded like a lot of things are with my dad...oh being, dont let it be longwinded.....

whats with this "being" bullshit??