does he even know how much PAIN i'm going through?
how I've lost EVERY SINGLE PERSON I'M CLOSE TO?
and how he made that PROMISE?
promises now mean nothing to me. promise is just just a synonym for lie.
I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE.
I've had nothing but extreme hurt from them.
just abandonment.
that's why I've just kinda secluded myself into my world of paints and fabrics.
I'm so lonely.
I wish I had a friend.
or something that could talk to me.
and laugh.
I'm so upset that my arms are twitching again.