I've decided I'm going to wait.
This is going to be hard.
I'm going to miss everything.
I'm just going to be numb for a while and wait.
Things are so difficult right now.
The lessons are roughly learned.
I'm gonna wait it out.
Maybe everything will be reconsidered?

I have band practice tomorrow. It'll be strange.
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life.
I just want to rest for a while.
I slept so long last nite, and I woke up exhausted.
Things are getting better socially though.
I'm hanging out with people lately, and I like it.
I want school to be over. One month left.